Growing Up

Every day when ever I'm alone and just daydreaming, I think about what its going to be like when we grow up. I can't even immagine myself having a job and all my friends are gone and have there own life. I can't even think about it. I love them all so much and I can't bare see them go. But that's just life and we all have to grow up. But the good news is that there all Christians and they all love God so much that we will see each other in Heaven some day. I love the feeling of it knowing that when we die we go some place special together. But when my grandmother (My dad's Mom) died two years ago, I had to see my dad be heart broking about his mom who he has been living with all his life and who had been taking care of him and watched him grow up. And that made me think about my brothers and sisters and also my parents. I can't dare see them go leaving there children behind. And of course they will be grown up but watching the people I love and had been living with my whole life and scary! Now I must know how its like for other people who's family members die. But what really gets to me is that they will be going to heaven and they will be there when we die. Just think about that so you don't have to be so sad about not being able to see them anymore. =]