Monday, October 19, 2009

Long time no write

Well it has been a while since I last typed a blog. Just so you can catch up with me and my life, I think the last time I typed a blog was when I was 14 years old but now I'm 15 years. I turned 15 at August the 19, and I was born in 1994. I used to always be aware about the things around me. Just so I can see if I can find anything to type up in a blog. Well, here's some of the things that I thought I should share.

First of all allot of things have changed in my life. Last year I was trying SO hard to be mature and a little older than my age. I always thought that if I act older than I really am, than more people can respect me and treat me as an adult. But that wasn't really what I was supposed to do. Proverbs 3:3-4 saids, "Don't ever forget kindness and truth. Wear them like a necklace. Write them on your heart as if on a tablet. Then you will be respected and you will please both God and people." That was a verse that I picked out of the book of Proverbs to share with my youth group and to tell them what I learned from this verse. I really think that as months went by I learned allot of things about life, how I just need to learn to let myself grow up and as I experience every day life, I will learn new things and things that have answered allot of my life questions. I have had some conversations with friends about things that I have always wondered about and why they have to be that way. But mostly I just needed to focus on allot of important things like school and most importantly...my relationship with God. God is the one who gives us wisdom. Wisdom helps us to grow and to know more things about life that will help you along the path of life. Some of my friends has always told me to never let anyone tell you about what's wrong or what's right. You have to chose whether or not those are the things you should be listening to, things that you shouldn't be doing. I have learned that there is a consequence in everything. Like for example, I always thought that drinking is wrong but the bible didn't say that drinking is wrong, it just says, don't get drunk. I just chose not to drink because I don't know if I can keep myself from getting drunk. So I chose not to drink. If there are allot of other things that I want to know if there right or wrong, then I just need to go and look it up in the bible or I can just ask some like my youth leader or, my perents, but really I just need to find the consequence on whether is right or wrong.

So all I need to do is to just live life one day at a time. You never know if your going to learn something that you have never heard or learned of. I kind of like talking to my brother and sister in law (your like "kind of???") because they always give me something to think on. I love life so far. Haha!